swimming in a sea of lonely thoughts

mistakes tell me "thank you for letting us multiply rapidly"
opportunities i should have grabbed
might-have-beens show me pictures of events that could have happened
scars on my legs remind me how numb my knees were

i dont know why im such an emo today, but im sure that its one of these four:
the weather, which makes me extra lazy
im sleep-deprived my father woke me up early because we had planned to visit to the dentist, but he washed clothes instead
only six days left to savor summer hawgad im not yet ready i want to sleep late and wake up late
this is an indication of pms i hope not buttt its the last week of the month


im sad. im drained. im tired. im hungry. im sleepy. im still looking for a source of happiness and strength so bye.