Well, my dreams are partly different from the ones I had before. And no, it is not caused by a quirk of thoughts. It has been two years and a half. I can say that I am more mature now. I am more specific with the things I want to do with my life now. I am more willing to take a risk now.
Sa isang pangarap, ako'y naniniwala
Ako ay lilipad at ang lahat makakakakita
uhhhm ano ba sunod?
I want to become a military psychologist! I don't know why, but I just love studying people's reactions to things. But I have too much respect for soldiers, and it just makes me sad that people often generalize them as corrupt. News about dead soldiers saddens me. What will happen to their families? I want to comfort their families. I want to help soldiers cope with homesickness and stress. I read on a website that military psychologists also interrogate prisoners. That made me feel giddy. I remember the days when I was still a trainee to be a CAT officer, but I gave up because my eagerness to become a student leader ruled over. I must admit that I regretted it a little. I quitted a month before the school year ended. Please don't judge me. I know my capacities. I knew that I would have a hard time balancing the CAT and Student Government. I love Science. I love military training. I love to comfort people.
That turned out to be long, longer than what I had planned to talk about. I want to share my other dreams with you. Ahihihihi. Beauty Queen. Ever since I was a kid, my mother has always wanted me to see me wearing a crown, waving my hand, blowing kisses away. Please tell me where does one buy height because beauty pageants have certain height requirements. Should I not meet the height requirement of beauty pageants, I want to become a model at least. I want to project. I want to advertise. I want to become a model. I want a room painted with white. Nothing but white. And in that room, I will lay bottles of paint and brushes. I want to make murals. Sad truth, I love paint and brush but they don't love me back. I love Paint and Paint loves me. We have a mutual relationship. But it really takes patience because sweat takes the mouse away from me. I still want to travel, but what I am dying for now is to experience winter. I want to become a mountain climber and a triathlete. Target shooting will be one of my pastimes. I want extreme adventures in my life. Two kids. A boy and a girl. I want to serve Him. I want to become a pastora.
Lord, when everything fails, please remind me that You are with me, remind me these dreams.
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