Sunday, October 21, 2012

Prepare your shields, schoolworks

This speech gave me the motivation to study hard. Wala akong karapatang sabihing study harder kasi yung effort na binibigay ko sa pag-aaral ko, poor. Hindi ako nagrereview tuwing exams, nasanay sa pangongopya assignments, hindi kumokopya ng notes, nagugugupit ng kuko tuwing Biology, antok na antok tuwing Physics, laging nagwiwish na wag sana pumasok yung mga teachers. At higit sa lahat, masyado akong kampante na kaya ko. Sweaaaaaaaaar. Masyado akong kampante na kaya ko ipasa yung exams ng walang review. It took me so long to realize that my life before high school was really really different. Nasanay kasi ako dati na kada recognition, umaakyat ng stage yung tatay ko para sabitan ako ng medal. I can say na isa ako sa mga "star students" sa dati kong school. (ang yabang ko lech) 

Passing the prestigious school where I'm currently studying was my greatest achievement. Being a science high school student was not, is not and will never be easy. With those people who have high expectations from you and when you fail, they keep on telling you "you can do it" but they'll never understand. Especially those parents who sometimes, just really don't understand their children. I'm so lucky because my parents never scolded me because of low grades. I'm one of the "chosen ones" (redundancy, redundancy everywhere) and I won't give this up.

Naisip ko rin, oo nga bakit lagi na lang mga matatalino yung ni-ho-honor pag graduation? Pag ako, nagkaron ng school, iibahin ko yung perception ng mga tao tungkol sa grad. Hindi lang dapat yung mga laging sinasali ng inter-school contest ang pinaparangalan. Parang sa school namin, may natatanggal every year. Dapat sa graduation sa school namin, may award yung mga muntikan na matanggal eh. Para marecognize yung effort nilang iwasan yung panganib ng paglipat sa ibang school.

I-i-improve ko na yung study habits ko sweaaaaaar. Ugh, ayoko na ng line of seven sa card pucha. Ang taas pa naman ng pangarap ko tapos gento gento lang ako. Kaya I'll make my sembreak productive!!! Tapos, pipilitin ko yung grades ko ngayon third and fourth quarter, above 85 lahat. Iiwasan ko na rin mangopya at kokopya na ako ng notes. Mag-aaral na ako para sa mga exams at quizzes. At magpapasa na po ako ng requirements on time. High goals are high (ako rin high) but dreamers like me will never die. Whuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut. //paalam








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